February 2012
You manipulative jerk
Guilt trips no longer work on me, you molded me into an emotionless robot. Kudos. But I learned to play your manipulative games, not so fun being on the other side of them is it?
I can't stand having to rely on other people
They almost never follow through and leave me to find a way out of the mess they caused.
I need a car.
Well I don’t need one, but it would be very convenient to not have to beg people for rides home after school. Or I need to live walking distance from my school, or studio, or civilization.
“I love the solitude of reading. I love the deep dive into someone else’s story,...”
– Naomi Shihab Nye (via mylinhdt)
Knee effusion
My mom’s boyfriend thinks I have knee effusion. I think he may be right, but I really hope he’s not. I want to compete next weekend. This can’t be happening.
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I really need to know my limits
I keep injuring myself over and over again. I don’t even realize it until I get home. I have had all these amazing things taken away from me, and the one thing I have left is dance. And if I keep doing this, I’ll end up taking it away from myself. I need to stop pushing myself so hard. I could end up hurting myself so badly that I’ll never dance again and I can’t do that to...
Person: So are you a fan of the Hunger Games?
Me: You bet!
Person: And you're a Josh Hutcherson fan too, right?
Me: Obviously!
Person: How would it feel if you two got MARRIED?
Me: ...Can you keep a secret?
Person: Um-
Me: We're already married.
Person: Wait, wha-
Me: Oh, it's not an official marriage. We didn't go to the Justice Building or anything.
Person: Wait, the Justice-
Me: And neither of us really wanted to wait any longer. So one day, we just did it.
Person: Isn't that from-
Me: And to us, we're more married than any piece of paper or big party could make us.
Person: Isn't that a bit...far-fetched? And I'm pretty sure that's a quote from-
Me: Maybe I'd think so too...if it weren't for the baby.
Person: Okay, we're done here.
